Cancer

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The scarab beetle rolls the pearl of soul along the shore

Far above the tide

And reaches for the Moon

 

Melanie, London, 1.4.2007

 

 

 

I want to go Home.

Where is my Home?

My celestial sister knows, and her arrow flies yonder …

But I reach for the Moon and say

“Please don’t leave me alone.”

 

Bali, 2.1.2012

 

 

 

Hands grasping precious stones

Gold chains bind and hold

Decaying flesh

 

Beady eyes

Watching motionless

For absent danger

 

I know what I know

I keep what I keep

A warden of Churches

 

I shall protect and keep safe

I shall keep out and keep away

I shall wile time away

 

A hoarder of artefacts

Lost meanings

Don’t touch

 

I am stranded

Brittle

Clawing

Longing

Mooning

Forgetting 

 

Ursula D., London, 2013

 

 

 

 

 

 

The Crab

 

Some days I stride into adventure,

 

But caught between tides, I fall back

 

And fumble among yesterday's treasure:

 

Lose the trail of crumbs that I track.

 

And so I search this mind-hoard,

 

Trip over another false start.

 

Until I remember my lesson:

 

That I am not bound by my past.

 

Sophie Juneau December 31st, 2013

 

 

 

 

 

 

Tides High - Tides Low

Pearls come.  Pearls go.

Taken, grasped, stolen, lost

Comfort me or count the cost

 

Sunflower, West Sussex, 30.12.2014

 

 

The sea sings the song of the All-in-One

holding everything in its waters.

 

Experience, here, is both preserved

and dissolved,

to be re-visited, anew,

and re-understood,

anytime.

 

In the world of feeling,

there is baptism, charism,

birth and rebirth.

 

The Moon disappears and reappears,

teaching the reaching soul

about the inner light

which sees the One in the All.

 

“If you are devout, you will always be nourished.”

Melanie, Old Warden, 30.12.2016

 

 

 

Its treasure trove has washed ashore

 

The deep dive brings galore

 

Pearls and gems the pomegranates

 

As up above flies Chariklo whose aim

 

Beyond the moon’s unseen

 

From wand to ankh and pentacle for

 

Queen and King to come

                                                                         Kim S., Phoenix, 30.12.2019

 

 

Such a nurturing journey.

 

A realisation:

The pearl and the moon are one and the same.

 

Unexpected longing for subtle pearly stillness

Soft precious belly

protected

by embellished borrowed shell.

Jacqueline, 31.12.2020, online

 

 

 

 

Cancer

 

 

The terrible yearning for the love of the Moon,

 

I cannot reach her because my armor is too heavy. 

 

I live in the armor of another....my house

 

I adore the waning crescent in the morning light.

 

and I adore the other one, at twilight so I weep.

 

My vitality is driven by my chart of bone.

 

Everything around me is alive and more

 

but I want the still, chalk white,  moon.

 

 

Sarah Fuhro January 1, 2022